I don't like deleting journals.. and I suddenly felt that, yes, pouring out does make me feel better.. but to be honest me reading back on it after the fact just bugs me. So might as well make this journal positive. FOR A FRONTER.

Gonna be going to Melbourne and meeting one of Souppy's friends and staying at a hotel and it'll be awesome, man. Funny how the Bittersweet chapter has a plane scene and I'm panicking about it.. when I should be like them who are looking out the window in wonder and just down-right partying!

YOU KNOW WHAT. I am eating a snickers bar. It will be mucho delicioso.

Also people who whine about getting more faves than comments need to shut it and stop bloody making mountains out of molehills for an electronic number on your DA page. I mean seriously, a fave probably means they approve of it and have nothing more to say, people can show appreciation through silence. And if they just wanna favebomb because they can, that's their deal too. Whenever I see people whining about this, I just sit back and think "Geez I don't want to give you the pleasure of giving you a comment"

I mean I'm all for critique and awesome stuff like that, but you don't have to FORCE people to write that, let alone write a comment at all if they want to. Your stuff gets posted public, I'm sure you'll get plenty more people fangirling. Besides, I'm sure it'll clutter up the page to high-ends.

HEY RANTING IS FUN. Now let me talk about something positive.

Umm.

Umm.

Hmm.

It would be pretty cool to do a survey right about now.. I've been thinking of doing Nyu's meme because it is supakawaii and maybe doing some others one (I was tagged) but I will do that in future.

Also I was watching Youtube before and I saw this AMV for Sonic and I decided to watch some "action" AMV for Sonic X and an AMV for the Sonic Anime/Sonic CD

Let me tell you, it was hilarious how SLOW Sonic looks in Sonic X whereas he is so BADASS in the anime. Goodness gracious. Those days are gone, but I can still fangasm over seeing Tails talk in a nasal way. I pretty much know all the dialogue of that movie, I am not kidding you. Souppy thinks I am a loser because I can state them perfectly.

Sonic should just be put out of his misery or something, then again like Evarion keeps telling me maybe he should be taken by Nintendo and made good. Then again expect Sonic Party until the end of time, Mario has been just as much of a silly cash cow. Only once in a while Nintendo owns and Sonic owned back in.. 1998.

YES.

yes

Also I've been reading some ace comics recently (Well.. only Anders Loves Maria.. YOU MUST READ IT) and it's made me realise how awful some comics are. (I mean in my opinion and my opinion doesn't count for much) I keep wanting to make Bittersweet less of a "stereotypical perfect yet idiot kids" fest, then again I really should just go back to the basics and have them all violent like they used to.

Better yet, I should try to toughen up so I can be a teacher.

Man, to be a teacher.

I still wish I could be a comic artist or something, but Souppy won't let me. I should totally ignore him and ditch teaching and go into art classes so I can draw nude people or people posing without being afraid I'm a stalker.

Seriously, do you know how hard it is to draw people on the train? I'm afraid they'll look my way and think I'm some sort of freak pedophile!

.. Oh it's gonna be 1 A.M soon.. so I should be going to bed as opposed to ramblefesting some more here.

Sometimes I wish I could go back to drawing things other than cats so that I could improve.. then again what I drew before cats was Sonic so what? I'll be improving in drawing Sonic?

I recall being most experimental when drawing comics about myself, whoaho. Then again these Bittersweet chapters have been nipping.

I am seriously wondering how to talk about Abbey. The chapter after the one I'm doing kind of talks about him and what's going on back at home and it's kind of awkward because I feel I want to take a totally different approach to his drama because it just feels.. unnecessary at this point. I left so much open and I need to close it, yes, but there are different ways of doing it and I want to pick the one that is least "crap"

This amuses me, Abbey has actually been the first truly original Bittersweet character (Every other was from the old series) and he's given me so much trouble. You'd wonder how my seven-year old brain came up with all these stupid cats.

I feel I'm not saying respects to them.. and I want to give them a good story.. the damage with my experimentations beforehand has been done and I can still improve on it.. it is always just an experiment. But man they feel like a breathing part of me now and I feel.. I don't know.. honored that characters I thought I was gonna keep to myself forever have.. lived and been recognised by other people. I mean.. other people have friggin' DRAWN them.

It's just amazing. I feel that in itself is a win.

*Daze* I really have a lot to be thankful for..

Thank you everyone!

Snickers is delicious.

Rest in peace, Cindy and Cookie. (Widdle kitties..)